arghhhh fck i just wrote a poeam and then fucking hit back and lost it fuck fuck fuck now i'm pissed off fuuuuck ( Read more... )

I feel sad and lost...i don't know why.......i'm sick of being alone....i want things to go well with Katii i want us to get to know each other and for it to blossom in to something wonderful...but i am so used to things not going the way i want them too...i don't want anymore dissapointments in my life though *sigh*.....i just feel sad....i'm sick ( Read more... )

i'm alive i'm alive i'm alive yep that's right......hmmmm well i'm not exatly that internet savvy i still have no idea how to put fancy pictures on here and such...or all those fancy links hmmm...........i don't really have a point but right now my feet are cold...i am in the middle of reading this really interesting book called Alyzon Whitestarr ( Read more... )

I wonder i anyone relises that i'm having a silent nervous breakdown and if they do...do they care....and why hasnt someone stuck me in some place for loonys yet..........i can't do this anymore...i want out....i don't mean i'm going to0 go and kill myself....just out of my fucking head and all the fucking th8ings that make me so screwed up.......

Ingrid Michaelson The Way I Am Lyrics
Songwriters: N/A

If you were falling
Then I would catch you

You need a light
I'd find a match

Cause I love the way you say good morning
And you take me the way I am

If you are chilly
Here take my sweater

Your head is aching
I'll make it better

Cause I love the way you call me baby
And you take me the way I am

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I had the most wonderful dream last night i met Drew Barrymore and Regina Spektor! it was wonderful :D i wish it was true!!!!!

I like these Lyrics...By Death Cab for Cutie

"I Will Possess Your Heart"

How I wish you could see the potential,
the potential of you and me.
It's like a book elegantly bound but,
in a language that you can't read.
Just yet.

You gotta spend some time, Love.
You gotta spend some time with me.
And I know that you'll find, love
I will possess your heart.
You ( Read more... )

My stomach hurts so much....i can hardly walk :(.......i hate being female........and i hate feeling like crap........i swear men have no idea what our bodies have to go through....right now at this moment if i was granted one wish i would wish for every man to have to have periods just like woman............then they would stop being such cunts ( Read more... )

 oh the lamesness of the poems i wrote when i was in love with Maddy.....i suppose it has its charms yes?

My faithful dragon Pyro,

Lands by my window sill,

Bright purple against the darkened sky.

He comes with news of a beautiful maiden.

He says she has eyes- the blue of forget me nots,

Hair as streaked as a rainbow,

A body of beauty,

Of curves,

And ( Read more... )

 To my dearest soulmate whoever you may be.
 I dare you to come and find me to come and hold me and kiss me. 
I dare you to brush your fingers through my hair and over my skin. 
I dare you to bring me to ecstasy and to let me bring you to ectasy in return. 
I dare you to hold my hand.
 I dare you to look me in the eyes and to share with me your deepest ( Read more... )