i am so so so very very very upset

I'm so bored that i'm actually updating my livejournal, just uh... waiting for my car to start. I spent a good amount of time looking at antique and vintage couches on ebay. I want one in my room, but don't care enough. I'd rather buy a nice fancy robe and take a bunch of prescription pills to make me feel real nice. Jokes. I hope my car will be ( Read more... )

 i came down with my friends ( Read more... )

 i got no one and it's okay
i don't feel shine, i don't feel rain
monotone it is so me
barely cry for anything

i like spending time alone
i am spending time alone
alone, it's time
time to be alone 

 what a beautiful trip, but i'll miss you

 so sick of you, tired of games, change your ways babe, before i leave
and take away, i'll show you, how i'm made

 sing songs every time, they ride with me ( Read more... )

 girl, it aint that bad
i know you sad
but know what you have?
you got a lot
you always have
so smile, be glad

smile for sunshine
smile for your friends

i understand 
that it can
be difficult when times
get bad, you're not feeling good

but yeah
i seen em get up again
and yeah, they get better then

 did you just pass gas ( Read more... )

fuck it i like being broke
just having nuff to go buy me some smokes
maybe buy me some clothes
cheap clothes
good clothes
y'know

fuck i'm happy and glad
screw being sad
screw being mad
that  shit is wack
i cannot stand
had that

i done that
the whole i'm so sad
i got so mad got over that

a waste of time
of what was mine
cuz now i find
i'm all for