i am going to try and do somthing about this. i think that it could be a good idea. im just, really..scared. usually im more confident in myself than this.. my mood is looking up.
..and nothing is getting easier. as days go by i get more and more confused..what is there to do, now? i have already lost one friendship, so what more is there to loose? possibly my dignity, if i even have any
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first day of school. umm yeahhhh... fun? no. boring...yes...my geometry teacher has an austrailian accent. ummm... accidentaly cut my bangs too short today... =\ oh. freaking. no.
paseing the floors late into the night and into the early morning looking for somthing to do. trying to keep my mind from thinking of what i make other people feel. and what i make myself feel. trying not to spend all my time thinking of him. focusing on other things is difficult though. some things are just difficult to get out of my mind. alot of
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