so i'm moving out of stevie's. it sounds horrible at first, but now i'm realizing its a really adult decision for us. i hope things continue to workout. we realized we were going to hate each other if we kept living together, it was just too soon. we went from seeing each other once a month to every moment we weren't working. plus we missed out on ( Read more... )

i just made the best meal ever. totally vegan, by chance. fried tofu, black beans and rice, with guacamole and cholula hot sauce. i'm so full but so happy. probably best all around meal i've made to date.

i never thought of the importance of having medical insurance before. i'm getting sick or cold like symptoms alot, and i'm scared its something chronic. i can't go have any tests done because i don't have and can't afford medical insurance.

my boyfriend has the day off tomorrow and is going in to new york with a friend to run around and see a bunch of art. i'm working now and can't go. when he originally mentioned to me about going, we were in the car with his friend and i didn't want to say i was mad because i didn't really want to talk about it in front of someone else. i'm upset ( Read more... )

feels good. hopefully my direct deposit works right away so i'll have money the weekend jess comes (yaaaaaay). whole foods is a pretty good gig. its work, but the people i work with are nice and the day goes by pretty quick. i really need to get back to art making. i have some ideas i never accomplished, and some new undeveloped ones. need to get ( Read more... )

so lame, but yeah, being around people makes me realize how lonely i can get. i think its more of a bummer that i'm sitting at home while i know the bf is still hanging out with a bunch of dudes at the studio. but i'm not rushing into friendships this time. i don't care if its a shitty thing to say, but i'm not hanging out with just anyone because ( Read more... )

being sick, being unemployed, boyf's ex roommate cleaning out her shit with her loud bf talking about weed, tired but can't sleep, bitch bitch moan, etc.

not having to shave my legs, armpits, vag more than once a month, not getting called out on my shit

perks of a real relationship:

companionship, making meals together, kisses, not being able to fall asleep almost every night because we're laughing too much, sex

of when chippy and i broke up and i had no friends. except this time i live in a bangin new city and i still have the best bf ever. but hopefully i'll get out of the house more.

just got on a plane and went home. i can't wait to be home with him. sleeping is nothing with out him. even just laying down alone pales in comparison to napping with him.