Cast is supposed to come off tommorow

Band had its first practice, it went insanely well

Some other things are going pretty well

I think things are too good right now

Like I got a band feeling about it

Sick as fuck

Depressed as fuck

Girls suck

Jobs suck

People suck

Life sucks

I'm gonna explode

I'm about to snap

I can't take it anymore

My mind is lost

I'm at work

I worked on my break

People are stupid

I'm seriously about to explode into a million pieces

I wish a fucking nuclear bomb would fucking hit us

So I could be done with the bullshit

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I'm losing grasp of reality

Why do I think about things that's aren't gonna happen?

My life is a mess

All I do is work

I'm never happy

I losing...

I wanna say how I feel

So bad

But I'm afraid

I wanna scream how I feel from the top of a mountain

I'm gonna explode if something doesn't give soon

I feel like I'm fighting a losing battle

Yet I still try

What the fuck is wrong with me

Fuck

Tonight was lame

People suck

I really trust very few people

I feel quite hopeless

I try so hard

And I get no where

I wish I could make you fucking happy

Fuck

Fuck
Fuck

Fuck
Fuck

Fuck

Do you ever feel like no one fucking cares?

Cause I do

I should just adapt that style of thought

I'd probably way better off

I think way too much

My chest hurts

I'm going to bed

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