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He's probably making you feel how you always made me feel

Now lie in it

Do I go ahead and risk it all?

Or do I let nature run its course and hope for the best?

The gambler in me tells to just go all in and fuck it.

But the reasonable side of me just says let it go.

What the fuck do I know though

I have no grandparents left

Grandpa Lee's funeral is tommorow

It still haven't really sank in

I hate life

With the way things are going

This year is gonna be worse than last year

Days spent

Months spent

Years spent

Saying

If

I

Had

A

Time

Machine

I'd do anything to go back in time 3 years ago around this time

I wouldn't fuck up

I always feel like I'm not good enough

I always second guess myself

I feel like everythings a race and a competition and I'm always losing

I can't win

So I quit

Fuck this life

I want out

There is not a more liberating feeling than abandoning everything ( Read more... )

Itd be nice to have a sure thing in my life

Everythings topsy turvy

Bleh I however look forward to the weekend

I just wanna listen to lemuria

And watch the office with someone cute

I find it best to not know things

I feel less bad that way

Naivity is the way to go

Amys coming to visit me

I haven't seen her in awhile

New years sucked

I hope less people die this year

Here's to 2009