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*Laughs* The funny thing is 2005 was actually a great year, the only thing bad about it was 'black november' for me. It didn't take long for me to get another job and realized that I was blessed with great friends and family. Plus I graduated from college, I started working and I'm still working, I still have a great car I'm managing to afford, I'm ( Read more... )

I'm sort of at a crossroads. I'm not pining over Jan much anymore. I don't really miss her all that much, just the person she was when we got married ( Read more... )

Jan and I will probably be divorced by the middle or end of January. I'll be getting a hefty paycheck on the 31st thanks to 52 hours of work last week. And I still had 3 days off. I got my reference letters for my job and I got my Degree to make a copy of. I'm either going to go to the doctor today or tommorow, probably tommorow since I'm running ( Read more... )

Dear Steve ( Read more... )

The lyrics to Dashboard Confessionals So Long Sweet Summer the end is changed to match my situation, this is too Jan. So Long Jan. Have a nice......whatever ( Read more... )

It's officially over for Jan and I, for me now anyways. For Jan it was over the day she left. Took me a month to get over all of it and three weeks of trying to 'heal' the relationship. But now its done. Jan finally emailed me back, and she does not want to try to 'heal' She doesn't even really care apparently about my feelings. She didn't say that ( Read more... )

That was my last email like that ( Read more... )

Does it even hurt to know I'm not there to hold you? Does it even cross your mind that I'm not there to tell you I love you, to check if your breathing ok, to rub your tummy, to give you kisses while you sleep, rub your back, to crack your back, to sing to you, to talk you to sleep, to tell you a story. Does it even hurt ( Read more... )

Yeah....right....like its that easy. I still love this woman, even though she stuck a spear in my chest. I still love her and I will always love her. I may be with someone else one day but I'll neve forget her. If she reads this and wants to patch things up and be with me, then forsaking all advice and common sense it would happen because that IS ( Read more... )