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*Laughs* The funny thing is 2005 was actually a great year, the only thing bad about it was 'black november' for me. It didn't take long for me to get another job and realized that I was blessed with great friends and family. Plus I graduated from college, I started working and I'm still working, I still have a great car I'm managing to afford, I'm behind on bills for awhile but I'll catch up eventually, life really isn't that bad.
I swear sometimes, I promise you, that I forget that I'm still married. I hoped to never feel that way. My subconcious would never let me cheat on Jan until the divorce is over but I mean in just my everyday activities, it's like I never left home and went to college. My Dad, my poor Dad, is a little more annoying but he can't help it and it's good to be around him anyway. My sisters are fun to hang with and Katie's beau Adam is the man and I consider him a closer friend everyday. I still got Joel and Krissy, Adam and Gina, Trevor, Clipper, Jared, Buddy and Micah, hell I even got the cynical, depressing Ralph whom I wish would have a conversation with Adam (Gina's Adam), and then Ralph would realize that he DOESN'T know everything. But thats besides the point. People are supporting me and I feel loved. It's great.
Forget Jan. I don't need her. I need someone like she was which I'll eventually have but hell I'm 24, I got lots of time.
*smiles*
My New Year's Resolution is to remain 'freaking awesome.'
*takes his clothes off for no apparent reason, realizes that no one can see him and puts them back on*
errr.....
I swear sometimes, I promise you, that I forget that I'm still married. I hoped to never feel that way. My subconcious would never let me cheat on Jan until the divorce is over but I mean in just my everyday activities, it's like I never left home and went to college. My Dad, my poor Dad, is a little more annoying but he can't help it and it's good to be around him anyway. My sisters are fun to hang with and Katie's beau Adam is the man and I consider him a closer friend everyday. I still got Joel and Krissy, Adam and Gina, Trevor, Clipper, Jared, Buddy and Micah, hell I even got the cynical, depressing Ralph whom I wish would have a conversation with Adam (Gina's Adam), and then Ralph would realize that he DOESN'T know everything. But thats besides the point. People are supporting me and I feel loved. It's great.
Forget Jan. I don't need her. I need someone like she was which I'll eventually have but hell I'm 24, I got lots of time.
*smiles*
My New Year's Resolution is to remain 'freaking awesome.'
*takes his clothes off for no apparent reason, realizes that no one can see him and puts them back on*
errr.....