It makes me wonder about our bodies...Are we just vessels of flesh and bone, just existing in this universe?

Why are we here really? What is our purpose? Can you answer me this question?

I feel you inside of me
Your touch
Scorches my skin
Flesh on flesh
Fan the flames
Of desire
I want you here, now
To feel your body
Writhing beneath me
In age old dance
That only lovers share
Your voice whispering
"I love you"
And we are one
Two halves of a whole
Our souls singing together
In sweet harmony
And we are one
Forever

Copyright November 6, 2009

Manic thoughts swirling through my brain
Wonder if I am truly insane?
Am I meant to be deep in misery?
Is this all that there is to be?
Sleep eludes me every night
Crazy behaviors I continue to fight
It is truly frightening
I am out of my head
It's what comes next
That I truly dread
If only someone could save my soul
If only someone could make me whole
Then I ( Read more... )

You
Thoughts of you
Swirling in my head
I think about you
And your smile
How it makes me feel
How it touches me
Inside
And I wonder how
This came to be
How I became
So drawn to you
Do not understand
Why I feel this way
You
With your quiet strength
Your infectious laugh
I blush at your words
Laugh at your humor
And I know that I want
You

I think I have found someone that I click with...He is very sweet and kind...I am drawn to him for some reason...Don't know why...Just am...

He makes me feel special...He makes me blush and smile a lot...It's weird...

So, this is short, but sweet...I just wanted everyone to know what I have found...And why I am so happy...That's it...

I hate people who break promises! These people blow goats, as far as I am concerned! Why do they do it? Why? I just want to know, what could make a person do this...

Do they not care? Do they not give a damn if they hurt someone? It really sucks...Really bloody sucks!

Today, I was supposed to meet someone at a certain time and place...And they did ( Read more... )

Well, I went out last night and got drunk...Hehehe...It was hella fun...Haven't gone out and partied in a long time...Chad is pretty fun to hang around...And I needed a good time for a change...

But now, I am hung over, and I remember, why I don't drink, haha...

Well, it has been 3 weeks now...Manic as hell...And no sleep at all in about 3 weeks now...Well maybe about 8 or 9 hours...I wish this would stop...Many this sucks!

That's all I really have to say.....

When did this world become full of stupid people? You know who I mean...The people who just act as though their heads are up their asses, right? You know who they are...They are everywhere...

People who have to do stupid things, live in their stupid heads...Play with their stupid toys...And live in their stupid worlds...I cannot stand them!

Suffcit ( Read more... )

Well, this has been an interesting two weeks...I am now on an upswing to a manic phase...It is not so bad that I have gotten out of control...But I have done some things that were unusual for me...Out of character, so to speak...Lots of things that I am pretty scared about...

Should they put me in a Safe House? Maybe...I feel like I am a danger to ( Read more... )