butterflies of time

[nekokitsune]

*intense happiness*

i feel kind of defensive about my happiness and expressing it here, but i've got to have some sort of outlet.

I IS SO HAPPY!!!111!!

*wishes she could steal rah_bop's glee icon*

that's how i feel. really. truly. honestly.

and yes, it's all your fault dan <3

Comments

[rah_bop]

I don't know what you're happy about, but YAAAAAY!! It's good to feel so happy!! Just out of curiosity, why do you hesitate to talk about your happiness here? As your friend, I am happy to hear when you are doing well.

I hope you had fun dancing!! Dancing can be scary, haha (in my opinion, since I don't know how at all.)

That cyclamen you gave me has bloomed. I think of you every time I look at it. ♥

[nekokitsune]

i am happy because i'm involved in a secondary relationship with dan, as is loosely defined by this website. i was a little worried about saying things because both the_raddy and jason expressed so much concern for me that i interpreted it as a desire on both their parts that i not choose such a course of action. since then, i've come to the conclusion that another's concern does not necessarily mean disapproval.

dancing was fun, though jtsquish pretty much hung out with his friend michelle instead of paying attention to me. this resulted in no less than 4 guys dancing or attempting to dance with me. 1 guy was nice, 1 was drunk, and the other two i'm pretty sure were flamboyantly gay. gay men shorter than myself attempting to dance with me = pretty damn funny. in some ways, i regret the lack of pictures. (in other ways, i'm so glad that clubs of any kind are dark).