it is new.
it is different.
it is my symbol of a new beginning,
a symbol of a fresh start.
it is my life.
im on the line.
take me,
cuz im all yours.

if you want it, you can find it.
it shouldnt be difficult.
but then again, everything is difficult.

good luck.
i am not afraid of tomorrow,
for i have seen yesterday
and i love today.

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Today, today... today was a long day. A very long one... Olivia wasn't here in the morning... and well, that was just great... I studied a little for the history test, but Im positive that I failed that. Hah.. Yes, so we saw the horrible/detailed birth of the stupid ugly baby in bio and then right after that we talked about body hair and how this ( Read more... )

I think of the future, and I smile... But why does the present have to be so difficult? I want to get out of this now, leave it all behind, and forget everything. Happiness, here I come...

I wish I could take it all away, and be the one who catches all your tears... It was a long day, and having Olivia not there made it even longer. I dont think she knows, but she keeps me going, she keeps me juiced up in order to take on yet another horrible day with a smile. Olivia, I dont know if you know, but I really care and you do make a ( Read more... )

I was just thinkin about what happened on friday, and all i remembered was i failed the bio test... and then in spanish i "forgot" i had a pic of someone in my spanish book and i like OPENED my book and yeah it was scary, haha katie was there... omg it was so funny/scary. THANK THE LORD that only katie and i saw it. *phew* hahaha. you have to admit ( Read more... )

A poem that this guy wrote...
Its quite interesting, and yeah..

( How to Watch Your Brother Die )

This is for many people in my life. These people have personally changed me mentally and emotionally, but I want them to realize that everyone does make mistakes sometimes. And I make a lot of them. If the mistakes are reoccurring, then obviously there is something else going on, this would be a problem ( Read more... )

why wont you care, remember that i have tried and its you that doesnt listen...

These wounds won't seem to heal,
This pain is just too real,
Theres just too much that time cannot erase,
And Ive held your hand through all these years,
But you still have all of me...