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Why am I so sleepy all the time. All the fucking time. -
fuck
I was a child and I sounded like a child. I did not think so then. I will never outgrow my juvenilia. It will come with me. It will carry me and I will never set foot on real ground or escape the gaping maw in which I am borne. -
D. Quixote
Don Quixote riding a horse that's more thought than flesh. -
Fuck your improv group's publicity photo
Fuck your improv group's publicity photo. Why do your mouths have to be open for this photo? Are you trying to convince me that your zany antics and wild attitude will ensure that I have a roaring good time? That you couldn't possibly be good or funny without wigs? I hate you. Stop doing it. Just stop. It is too early for this crap. -
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Mission status report: Phase 1 complete. Tell the mouse.
4:48 4/9 -
found
The door in the wall was an icon beloved by late-Victorian and Edwardian alike. The symbol of another life, of lost opportunity, or of opportunities not fully taken. If you pass through the door, the story goes, you cannot be anything less than changed. If you don't pass through it, you still cannot be anything less than changed ( Read more... ) -
...for just one heart-beat
Traveling alone is difficult. The mind wanders. I try not to smell the crushed bodies of the worms. On the wet sidewalk they are smeared and the dense earth-scent rises from the water. I walk to avoid worms, dead or alive. Small actions, simple plans; I am stuffed with nothing. Cotton thoughts and punctuated silence. My mouth is full of glass. ( Read more... ) -
Letter to Fanny Brawne
"I cannot exist without you; I am forgetful of everything but seeing you again-- my life seems to stop there. I see no further. You have absorbed me ( Read more... ) -
Dehydration
NOTE TO SELF:
When having short fits of insanity, stay away from the computer. It is a deep well to scream into, the empty reverberating response from which, will only make you madder. -
ALL THESE FINE MEMORIES ARE FUCKIN ME DOWN
I could not put my rider aground ( Read more... )