So my cousin Chris called last night. I was expecting the normal “hey, when is blahblah’s birthday?, I am going to come and visit…..” or “hey, I am in the area and just wanted to stop by and see you guys…..” but instead it was a phone call saying bye since he is leaving because he joined the peace corp. He is leaving for Senegal Africa early ( Read more... )

Bottom line- sometimes I don't know the differences between self loathing, guilt and regret.

I need a narcotic.

I need a job and someone to keep me grounded.

So yeah this vacation has been going pretty well. I pretty much wake up (hopefully around 8-9 but you know me) do some choirs around the house, do some fishing, talk to some friends and then go to work around 3. Work is going pretty well and is crazy as ever. When I took that job I was looking for a really nice place to work; I think I got it ( Read more... )

So I am sitting here listening to some music and I had a revelation. There is some "Handi-Tak" putty in my desk. I bought it, it doesn't work (it is supposed to hang up posters)- so therefore I play with it and then loose it- then I go and get another piece and the process repeats. I also rip off an entire section when really you are only ( Read more... )

Last night I was reading this post on a fly fishing forum in Maine. It was a post regarding a fishing spot and what flies to use. The man’s post was something to the effect of “I used to use…”. For some reason that just completely struck a chord with me; the post was composed of like 8 words and for some reason it just completely evoked a sense ( Read more... )

So yeah this year has been going well….I think. All my classes are really easy (although that doesn’t mean I study for them) except for organic chemistry which is the biggest pain in the ass EVER. The professor for orgo is such an arrogant dick -I seriously sit in lab and think of ways to poison him. On a more positive note everyone in the suite ( Read more... )

I figured I would bull shit a live journal entry tonight. I was listening to the song “Fight Test” by The Flaming Lips and lamenting about how it does or will characterize my life. It is a pretty amazing song- definitely worth a look at. I think it pretty much got me thinking about how air headed I have been this 2nd semester of college (…I am ( Read more... )

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Well I figured I would recap my amazing vacation. Pretty much every day was composed of me sleeping in until 12 and then moping around/eating lunch until about 2. After 2 I watched tv, did chores, and played poker. After dinner I played more poker, watched more tv and talked online. On the weekends I hung out with the family which was fun. I ( Read more... )

Well last night I discovered that I may be able to add 1 more amazing attribute to my already exponentially growing list (::sarcasm::). At about 2 in the morning (I think- probably not) Jenna, Sean, Gabe and I decided we were going to get something at Alliot (2 l's or 1?). Upon walking across the circle we concluded that the door was locked. Then ( Read more... )