YEAH SO MY LIFE IS SHITTY LATELY IM INCREDIBLY UNHAPPY HERE IN CHICAGO AND WISH I COULD JUST BE BACK IN CALIFORNIA WHERE I BELONG, ONLY NOW I HAVE A BABY AND WOULDNT HAVE ANY PLACE TO GO IT IS JUST TOO EXPENSIVE TO LIVE WHERE I AM FROM AND WOULDNT HAVE A JOB LINED UP RIGHT AWAY. I AM GOING THERE THIS SUMMER AND HOPING TO MEET UP WITH ALL MY OLD ( Read more... )

well hello there long time no see again. i told you i always come back. ok so alot of changes in my life. i am a mom now how weird is that? i just gave birth to a little boy on november 16th 2005. his name is jaedon lawrence joseph koney. long name for a pimpin little kid. i now live in chicago with my boyfriend how fun that is (hint the sarcasm). ( Read more... )

well ive been kinda in a weird mind state lately and i thought of the wierdest thing to do. wouldnt it be noce if i could get fucked by a gay guy. i think so i think they might be the best fucks of all because if you think about it women are the hardest to please in all aspects not just sexual so put a girl in a mans body and she will know how to ( Read more... )

so yesterday was my 19th birthday and i celebrated it well. i had alot of fun yesterday. i got crunked. hee hee! well anyways i just wanted to say happy birthday typhanie!!!!
love, typh

well its been a while and im finally able to use a computer. so i can update my shit. ive missed you guys and i have a lot to talk about but not alot of time because i gotta go to work at seven and i have alot to do untill then. oh i work at a strip club nothing i thought i would ever do. but its really exhillerating, it made my self esteem go up ( Read more... )

ok so alot has happened today but im not gonna let it all hold me down. lets see how do i start. first i really wasnt really feeling well today. then jason was supposed to come see me today but he didnt show up again he said he was gonna come tomorrow but well see how that goes. he probably wont come. then troy called and threatened me kate and ( Read more... )

well i just got woken up in a weird way. jason called as usual but when i answered he asked for sarah. i said who. and he was like oh shit im sorry i was trying to call this girl sarah to see if shed work for me but i dialed your number on accident. in a way that sounds like a fat load of crap. i dont know what to think. well ill think about it ( Read more... )

i love you jason! well today it was a lazy day for me. i stayed in my pajamas all day today. it was fun and comfortable. i didnt really get to talk to jason today he had to work for a long time. hes got pooped on twice at the hospital. he got to see two lesbians making out. he thought it was interesting and cool. now he wants me to do it. but ( Read more... )

well i don't know what brought me here again! i quess i missed writting in here. alot has happened since ive been here last. ive turned 18 and moved out of my foster home. i now am in colorado again. i do miss california. i lived there for 4 years. but colorado is my home and will always be. ive seen my brother again after so long of not seeing him ( Read more... )