Here we go.......

I wussed out...kinda anyway... Six instead of Twenty although it only looked like three when I was sweeping it up. I have to grow the arrows and get some blue or violent purple. How strange it will be that such a large part of me will not be there when I wake up in a few days. It makes me wonder if it's anything like amputation since the emotional ( Read more... )

The rain has begun......

This will be one of the last posts on this site pertaining to my journal as I am switching to a video Journal. If I can find a way to post it on LiveJournal than I will, but I would just rather use my own server ( Read more... )

I have been meaning to update for a while.... you see I have realized that as that day draws near I still sleep on the far side of a twin mattress making room for those who left some time ago. My eyes popped open when my discomfort became so great that I looked over and saw that there was a lot of mattress next to me waiting for me to take ( Read more... )

I saw something just over there... though I can't see it anymore I know what it is. Just out of reach ... just on the other side of this reality. It's where I am perfect and life is ideal. I sit back in my chair and run a broken thin toothed comb across my scalp and transcend for just a second at a time. Sometimes the texture on the ceiling becomes ( Read more... )

First.... I don't see the point in lying to me anymore about ANYTHING.... or is it going to be the status quo? Who needs trust anyway... pfft ( Read more... )

I have just come to the conclusion that I don't know what the fuck I am talking about.