summer has kicked ass! i cant believe we have only a week left! im so sad.  there has been soo much drama but w/e....i dont care. there's not much to  tell........i need a job tho................
 *i miss him

havent updated in awhile! things have been kinda shitty with too much drama! but summer is kickin ass for the most part!  im sorta ready to get back to school..but then again, not really!
 i've learn a lot this summer...well at least so far!  and i think i go too far sometimes, with certain things, with certain ppl!
 i've changed i guess. idk if ( Read more... )

 this week:
 -football w/alllll the guys
 -hungout with meg and neil lot
  -chilled w/graham and chipper
  -hung with nate
  -movies w/the girls
 ....thats bout it ! i think i did each of those at least like 4 ( Read more... )

 so ( Read more... )

sooooooo the previous entry in here was definitely NOT BY ME!!! alex thought that was oh so funny!!! well i'm bout to go chill with meg! ive had soo much going on lately and i cant wait to hangout with alex, chris and nate again! i love them!!!
 talk 2 yallz lata!!!
-nikki

this has been the best night of my whole fuckin summer!! yay for drinking!!!!!!!! i love alex and  graham and chris k.!!!! yall are the  best mutha fuckers up in this place!!!

ive been pretty busy lately ( Read more... )

the end of the week has been sum what uneventful until last night....
thursday i was really sick so i was miserable alll freakin day until ( Read more... )

last ( Read more... )

he still means the world to me.
he broke my heart.
he cheated, lied, and hurt my feelings too many times to count.
but did i not do the same to him??
moving on is an option...should i take that risk or not???
what o what should i do..................