sigh.
someone tell that boy how not to break my heart.
the countdown begins...

It’s beautiful tonight
clear, dark, warm.
Makes you wanna stay in the car
And just drive, all night
To anywhere, doesn’t matter.
Until your mind clears
You’re empty, free
But free is scary
And empty fights back
Replaced by some thoughts you can’t drive away from
Ideas that hunt you.
Any ambition you might have to be defensive
flees (like you).
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"You look at where you're going and where you are and it never makes sense, but then you look back at where you've been and a pattern seems to emerge. And if you project forward from that pattern, then sometimes you can come up with something."

-- Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance

AHHH! I am in Italy right now, running on chocolate and adrenaline because I have been awake for about 33 hours straight. Plane rides were exhausting and cramped but totally worth it. Rooming with Cait is perfect of course, thank GOD we didnt have any annoying additions. Went out a little bit tonight and saw the Castel San Angelo, Bridge of Angels ( Read more... )

Adios muchachos - I'm off to world-travel for a week or so. Leave lots of love and things for me to return to!

xoxoxo
Ciao
-d

I got a 2010 on my SAT - yeah bitches. ( this is the equivalent of a 1340, btw) muhahahahaha. yes kids, working hard sometimes pays off ( Read more... )

I've been working through some insane stuff lately. Things I've been planning would never happen and emotions I hoped I'd never feel. Regret, shame, hatred, guilt, instictive protection, and other unnameable feelings have hit me in the past few days. I've never questioned my life from so many angles. Yesterday was one of the toughest days for in ( Read more... )

I am so excited for the both of us right now. I'm past positive that the next week will take us both exactly where we need and want to be. Almost since I first found out about going to Italy, I have been preparing myself for the separation I'll have from everything over here; family, friends and whatnot. Homesickness is something I've never had a ( Read more... )

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"Now and Then" movie quotes...

"As we grow older, it becomes difficult to just believe. It's not that we don't want to, but too much has happened that we just can't. " - Samantha

"Things will happen in your life that you can't stop. But that's no reason to shut out the world. " - Crazy Pete

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