two more firsts one sucks one doesn't,lol !

[nc_cinegirl]

It's been awhile i know, i'm still here just doing the usual living and work thing.I Really need to find a new job for economic reasons and for  one iv'e read  in so many friends LJ's . Starting fresh at a job where i'm Keri,the new woman at work.I'll never be seen fully as Keri where i am now cause they'll always be someone who 's seen me before

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[becky44]

Sounds like you're having a great time!

for me, it's one-piece costumes now. I'll not be wearing a bikini or anything similar until I've lost a hell of a lot of weight!

and the job thing is a good thing to do. If you stay where you transition, there's always someone or something that sneaks up on you. Most people I know have moved on and say it's the only way to get peace and make that new life!

[nc_cinegirl]

Hey
Thanks for remembering me! Bathing suits will never be my friends,but they do make ya want to work out,at least while you're wearing one,lol. Now that i'm finally comfortable with being me i hope to find that job that will give me that new start.I hope you're doing well,i should be asleep and now that i've finished this post off to bed i go.

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[nc_cinegirl]

Hi Meagan,
If ya read this,shoot me an email,it's kerirose@embarqmail.com I'd love to hear from you and Katy.Gotta say those were the best days for me,if that theater hadn't closed i'd probly still be there,lol,really!I'd love to just say hi,it's cool that ya ran into steve and i'm glad he told ya about me,i've never been happier and i'm not shy about saying it.It's awesome that ya still remember me and even more so that you're good with what i'm doing!
Hope to hear from you,
Keri

[velvetlament]

The idea of getting a bathing suit mortifies me. It's been 4 years since I've gone swimming, I can definitely hold out longer.

[nc_cinegirl]

Hey, you can do it ;) my friend Lisa,lets say encouraged me,lol, and before i knew it the deed was done and i wasn't all that bad.By the end of the afternoon i was comfortable.

[sunny_brook]

You, Madam, are getting the hang of this fulltime thing a little too well!

I had to (read: made myself) wait until I was the best part of a year post-hospital before I bought a swimsuit. I wouldn't have dared be seen in one before that!

[nc_cinegirl]

I'm trying,i've had some awesome support,you know you're at the top of that list.Like i said to velvetlament,Lisa made me do it,i'm really happy,truth be told i never thought i'd see the day,but i was having so much fun by the end of the party and i'm gonna be off to the beach for a week in june.Like i already said when i caught up to ya in my last post,we have to talk i really miss talking to you.Oh and i love your new icon pic miss cutie!!!!! I hope you're doing well,i do think about ya often!Hope to talk to ya soon!

[nc_cinegirl]

yeah i really am,i could have said no to the bathing suit and the party,but i figure life's too short and i've only begun to live and i'm gonna try to catch up on all the fun i missed while i was existing as someone i never was.I've never been happier and i'm so happy for you and Mila,you're friendship is so appreciated!Congrats again on your marriage.