I haven't written on here in a long time but I thought I would share some of my life changes because there have been so many. Since I last posted I had a difficult falling out with one of my best friends of 7 years and haven’t spoken to her since,I quit my well paying job to go to grad school, then I quit grad school due to the program being ( Read more... )

Most of the time I don’t want to think and sit in silence and wonder what I am. If I stop to ponder my purpose I won’t find much but disappointment in myself. How does one find who they are and be courageous enough to be that person and live that way? Where do you find a world to live in? People to share it with? I have not found this in its ( Read more... )

I'm home for a few days to visit my father in the hospital. He is ok, but he had a scary episode with his heart. They still have not figured out what caused his heartbeat to go up to 260 beats per minute. He wasn't working out or anything. He had a procedure where they looked at his arteries too see if they were clogged and they didn't find ( Read more... )

So I haven't posted anything in a while. My life has been pretty crazy with my new job. Im finally slowing down at work, but I think its just the calm before the storm. Ive had a pretty good weekend. I went to the greek food festival yesterday with Charlotte and some of her friends and had way too many desserts! Today I got up at 10, walked the dog ( Read more... )

I’m living in Tallahassee again and I started my job as a Program Specialist of Health Sciences and Human Services for the Career and Adult Education division of the Florida Department of Education. And yes, it’s as complicated as it sounds. I started last Monday and I am still getting used to all the acronyms, information, people and documents to ( Read more... )

Bryan has been in Pennsylvania since Thursday and I am really really missing him. It’s weird because I’m used to seeing him every day, but now I don’t see him ever and I hardly get to talk to him. I have to fill my time with other things and other people of which there are too few. This past weekend I hung out with Linda, her friend Ryan and Leigh ( Read more... )

I’m watching “Love Actually” and sitting around my house reading and replying to emails. Yesterday I volunteered at Enterprise village for the first day. It was really fun. I guess I’m going to work in the st.petersburg times, which is one of the more challenging businesses. We made a newspaper and everything and I had a great group of kids. I had ( Read more... )

I’m not super busy, but I am busy enough. Next week is going to be crazy but I do like being busy to a certain extent. Today I volunteered but only for an hour because then I got a call from Jeff saying he wondered if I wanted to observe a birthday party and I said yes! Its at 1 and I need to be there at 12:45, so I cut volunteering short. Next ( Read more... )

So today I am singing in the praise team for my team for the first time. I had to get up early to go in at 7 to do the sound check and so I’m just kind of killing time now until I have to be there. This week has held a lot of different emotions. I have been sad, accomplished, angry and confused. Right now I suppose I have just decided once more to ( Read more... )

Its finally happened in my county, a freeze of all positions until june. I guess im going to have to just keep trecking along and look at private schools more diligently. Its going to be hard too not let my spirit get crushed.