On my way to class tonight, I ran into a guy I made out with when I was drunk last year. By ran into I mean studiously ignored even though we were two of three people outside Ballantine smoking. Don't get me wrong, he ignored me too. In fact, he was prolly relieved that I didn't try to talk to him. If there was ever an excellent anti drinking ( Read more... )

AHHHHHH, it has been so long, and this feels so weird. My buddy Ian is moving away to Philly, I have some interesting class, and two new crushes. Also, I should really be watching myself more. Nick and Niko, you know what I am talking about. I miss my friends even when they are here with me. I miss being unaware of the fact that I am lame. I miss ( Read more... )

Well, it has been so long since I have updated I almost forgot how. I am beginning to miss my friends at home, while at the same time dreading summer break. Four months of sitting in my house and having my mom be angry with me. I did dye some of my friends' hair. One blue, one red. It was an interesting situation. We had to wash the dye out in one ( Read more... )

thought I should update....I feel good. Hung out with/beat up a bunch of guys tonight. I prolly talked too much as that is what I do. *sigh* Ah well, at least I know my own faults...time for bed now

so I am calmer now, still laughing, but only on the inside. He said it was a break. I say, fuck that. No one takes a break and then gets back together, especially when they rarely see each other in the first place. Stupid boys, I hate them. Okay, not true. I actually like boys, a lot. Just not boys who play guitar, boys with long hair, blond boys, ( Read more... )

I just got dumped and I am laughing. i am fucking laughing.HAHAHAHAHA. Thank you intuition for screwing me. I just love how I always know when this shit is going to happen.

hmmm, the world is an odd place. It was so warm and beautiful today, but I felt very introspective. Even A's good friend notices that I was being kinda weird. He said that I was in "rare form". I broke my fast, I am weak. All I wanted was to be down to 98 ponds by valentines day. I was nowhere near that. It seems stupid, but I was really looking ( Read more... )

Didn't see the boy for the holiday. Made me sad, but I did hear from the ex oddly enough. Hmmmmm, in any case I better go to bed soon and dream of better times. Love to all my peeps. (yes I know I should not ever say "peeps", but I am black so lick my schritt)

ahhh...Valentine's Day, what to say about it ( Read more... )

I sat yesterday thinking ( Read more... )