I went on a date can you believe it and he is interested in me he asked for the phone number and wants to go out again on Friday oh my goodness! I don't know how to act I have been so busy lately I have to slow down it is taking its toll on my body I am tired all the time I feel like I could sleep alot not good oh well have to go to a b-day party ( Read more... )

It's been a pretty good day if I do say so myself I got the laundry that I have been trying to get done for a week done and getting ready to put away went to get my third bridesmaid dress spent 178.00 all my goodness all because I have a large bust size I had to by a dress that was two sizes to big YUK! Oh well I have to have the middle done so i ( Read more... )

I finally have my own place YEAH! However the truck that I own decided it need so much overdue maitence so once again I am scrapping up money oh well this is live have made my plan will work it and it will work out.

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I have lost my voice this week it has been gone for a almost a week. However I lost a lot more, peace of mind, I don't want to be alone anymore I am worried about the future, I want kids, however I don't want to bring kids into this kind of world.

GOD HELP US ALL WE NEED TO LOOK AT LIFE AS A GIFT NOT SOMETHING TO BE THROWN AWAY!!!!!!!!!

he called again today why is it that when he wants something he calls he left me he did not even have the F%#& *(# to tell me to my face he wrote me a stupid note so why is it that guys think it is ok to keep calling after they screwed up his car got repo and he wanted a ride I told him no it was the worst feeling in the world since I really wanted ( Read more... )

I am going to the jumping classics today alone! Not really alone friends will be there but alone this is something I had planned with him and he decides he does not love me anymore!!! Oh well his loss right, that is what I keep saying to myself it does not help these moments when I am really really missing him, I don't want to be alone anymore I ( Read more... )

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"Well I guess he was not good enough for my little girl" Why is it when dads know the right things to say sometimes. Things are a little better it has been a week since he decided to leave me. He has called three times at work, he left me so why does he think everything will be ok He states "I know you don't want to talk with me" hey get a clue ( Read more... )