I need drugs.

Aug 11, 2005 18:38

I can't stop crying. I just keep smashing everything in my own face. I just listen to music all day and all night and cry. I can't keep this up. I can't deal with all my insecurities and all my fears and all my regrets. I can't handle having no where to go and no peace of mind and no one to be there. I can't deal with all these falsities and my own ( Read more... )

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anonymous August 12 2005, 16:12:14 UTC
dying hurts worse than living

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narutoboy August 12 2005, 17:56:06 UTC
i hate anonymous

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tripleroyale August 12 2005, 20:54:27 UTC
and I hate when people accuse me of only pretending to be a friend. I know when I'm not wanted.

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narutoboy August 12 2005, 21:04:51 UTC
well what am i supposed to think? we already went over this and you still dont seem to care i mean does it occur to you that if quiet all fucking day that something is wrong?

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tripleroyale August 13 2005, 07:46:59 UTC
duh it occurs to me, i just dont know what to do about it. I try to be nice and try to break the ice and you just push me away

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narutoboy August 14 2005, 05:25:02 UTC
your so defeatist

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