So i'll be 20 soon. I don't feel a minute over 12. Everything that's going on makes me feel like a little girl, and I can't do anything about it. It's so depressing when your home life goes from the "dream" to the "nightmare". Honestly, I've gone through life with all the divorced kids telling me how lucky I am, how wonderful my family is. "They're ( Read more... )

i'm so lonely all the time.

I need change.

jesus it's been crazy.
The other night, I had the craziest dream.
I was at my house, my parents, my brother and my grandmother were over, and all of a sudden in walk a ton of my brothers friends. MASSIVE PARTY. Then my ex and this other kid I was into walk in. Except they weren't there to see me they were hanging with my brother. So I go outside ( Read more... )

Okay, so... pretty much
my hair has been every color under the sun.
I'm ready to try something new, again.
Give me some ideas for colors and such.
Here's what it looks like now:

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Dear almost every community on livejournal,
YOU SUCK. Honestly, I was checking out some community that sent me a comment telling me to join. I was like eh, alright. So I start filling out the application. let me just say... ARE YOU FUCKING RETARDED?! FUCKING RATING COMMUNITIES ABOUT YOUR FUCKING LOOKS DO NOT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT PRESIDENT BUSH, OR ( Read more... )

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I have a new community.

it's called
CUNT_WAR!
Everyone with an opinion should join it.

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last night we had a claire's party. The Icing girls came too. Carona was my beer of choice. For some reason they just weren't settling right. So I stopped drinking. Drove home, smoked a joint and passed out. theniwokeupat240amandpukedmybrainsout.

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