My Papa passed away tonight around 10 pm. He was 86. The only comfort I have right now is knowing he is with Jesus. I was supposed to be the strong one tonight, to take care of my mom and my Nama. I just fell apart when I saw him. We missed spending his last moments with him, but I am happy I got to say a heartfelt goodbye on Sunday. I didn't think ( Read more... )

Papa has been up and down all week. The hardest day was Friday. I wasn't there, but mom told me he was talking of dying. It scared me senseless. Querida and I went to the hospital on Sunday, and he was finally the Papa I know and love. He looked amazingly better, and was having somewhat normal conversations. His voice was familiar again, and you ( Read more... )

Things with Papa are tough. He's still very confused and having problems with his mind. We are going to see him tomorrow. Sometimes I feel so guilty not being there all the time. I feel bad going about and trying to live my life normally, while he's suffering and talking about dying. The nurse told mom and Nama yesterday that he had a heart attack ( Read more... )

My show at the Blackspot Cafe on Saturday went really well! Lots of friends from Tony Roma's and other good friends came. The venue wants us back! So we did a great job ( Read more... )

Well, the most important thing in my life right now, is the health of my grandfather. Papa is currently in the hospital, for at least a week ( Read more... )

And it's hot. :)

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Here's something new, eh? We went out for Chelsea's birthday last night. Went to Hudson's on Whyte for the first time, and then the Attic. The music at both places was awesome! Lots of old school pop music, and 2 Bon Jovi songs at Hudson's! LOL. I had a great time. I quit dancing at the bars ages ago, because I don't like a lot of the new hip-hop ( Read more... )

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And actually...this song is pretty damn cool too.

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AND just because you'll never hear the end of it from me, for probably the rest of the year...


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Ugh...I've had stomach flu symptoms for 4 days now, and I can't take it any longer. At least the nausea has ended (for now), and it's just straight up diarrhea and aches. I thought this thing was only supposed to last for a couple days, tops. I went to the Medicentre last night, and doctor said my stomach is soft, so it's probably nothing serious, ( Read more... )

Funniest shit ever. I don't feel very good about a baby saying "bitch", but still can't help laughing.