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Title: Your too blind to see / Chapter 3
Author:skinsluver
Rating: 15 due to swearing
Summary: Emily's account of dealing with liking Naomi Campbell ( Based on S3EP6)
Disclaimer: I don't own Skins :(
A/N: Wrote this happily because my computers working again wooop ! Haha hope you guys enjoy! PLEASE READ haha and comment you know how I love the comments hehe .
Previous Chapters :)
http://community.livejournal.com/naomi_x_emily/364792.html#cutid1 Chapter 1
http://community.livejournal.com/naomi_x_emily/365637.html#cutid1 Chapter 2
Naomi is avoiding me , again.
I just don't understand why , am I a bad person? I try to talk to her at college , she walks away. She tries to deny that we kissed , she makes it clear that she didnt feel anything. The passion and lust that I felt.
It's like the first day of college all over again , she makes me feel so low.
My luck seems to turn around at college , school president. I bet your thinking wat the fuck am I talking about? This is my only opportunity, to talk to Naomi about something that she is actually interested in , well , im hoping she is.
I wait for her longinly at the start of college , I try to make her out through the crowd of rushing students. Naomi isn't there, well maybe , probably i'll see her in college.
As I enter college , the tanoy alarms me " all sixth formers , assembly immediantly ! " . Well this is obviously got to do with School president , I walk eagerly to the assembly room only to bump into the one and only Cook.
" EMILY ! Where's your girlfriend these days ? " I reply with a dirty look and enter the assembly to find Pandora and Effy talking. I scan the room for Naomi , but she's not there , again.
The assembly begins while I begin to worry. I get a tap on my shoulder and turn around to find my twin sister.
" What the fuck is up with you , why are you biting your nails like that , you look like a fucking pig Ems. God sake. " I ignore her and turn around to find only Naomi Campbell directly infront of me. I tap her on the shoulder and she turns around. I was atleast expecting some sort of smile , anything. Her face has no emotion even when she begins to talk.
" What do you want Emily ? "
" Well , Hi would be nice. Um I wanted to see if you were going to run for President?
" I might . " With that she gets up without even letting me finish. What the fuck is up with her!
As college finally ends I leave as fast as I can , by this I mean before Katie can see me. I need to go Naomi's it's the only way.
I walk up to her bright yellow house , a smile spreads across my face as I remember Secondary School. How I was so excited to come here.
A weird guy lets me in , but I don't really care, Im here and thats all that matters.
Impatiently I wait , ten minutes, thirty , fourty. I hear footsteps and voices , it looks like she's talking to Kieron, hopefully he's persuading her to run for president. My palms start to sweat as she walks up the stairs. The door knob turns and she enters. Naomi is shocked , suprised and mostly I would say confused.
" Shit ! You scared the fucking life out of me.... Hang on, firstly what are you doing here and how the hell did you get into my room? " Naomi says at once , well it seems like it.
" Um this wierd guy let me in , looks a bit like Jesus." I say quietly.
" So... what do you want , again ? "
" You need to run for president Naomi , look I brought the form , I can help fill it out. "
" I don't need your help Emily. "
Helplessly I stand up and walk out of the room. Wait a second , no , people treat me like crap all of the time. I won't stand for it , Im going to walk back in there.
" Naomi , just so you know , my first thought when I see you is not I want to fuck that girl. We've kissed , twice and admit it was nice , but you know It's also nice just being with you when your not being a prick that is! "
She was speechless , she stared at me like a helpless child. After what seems like forever , she finally begins to talk .
" Ok Emily , stay . " I see what looks like a smile spread across her face.
The night consists of Vodka and talking , it's fun , and before I know it I'm wasted in Naomi's bed . Ok so , don't get excited nothing happened. I almost sense something will as we stare into each others eyes before I fall asleep.
As morning approaches , I feel her touch my hair, she believes that I am asleep, but we'll keep that one quiet.
She seems to regret it again as I hear her mutter , " What are you doing ? "
A single tear fell down slowly against my cheek , she was hurting me again . After all this hope , she made me feel small again.....
Author:skinsluver
Rating: 15 due to swearing
Summary: Emily's account of dealing with liking Naomi Campbell ( Based on S3EP6)
Disclaimer: I don't own Skins :(
A/N: Wrote this happily because my computers working again wooop ! Haha hope you guys enjoy! PLEASE READ haha and comment you know how I love the comments hehe .
Previous Chapters :)
http://community.livejournal.com/naomi_x_emily/364792.html#cutid1 Chapter 1
http://community.livejournal.com/naomi_x_emily/365637.html#cutid1 Chapter 2
Naomi is avoiding me , again.
I just don't understand why , am I a bad person? I try to talk to her at college , she walks away. She tries to deny that we kissed , she makes it clear that she didnt feel anything. The passion and lust that I felt.
It's like the first day of college all over again , she makes me feel so low.
My luck seems to turn around at college , school president. I bet your thinking wat the fuck am I talking about? This is my only opportunity, to talk to Naomi about something that she is actually interested in , well , im hoping she is.
I wait for her longinly at the start of college , I try to make her out through the crowd of rushing students. Naomi isn't there, well maybe , probably i'll see her in college.
As I enter college , the tanoy alarms me " all sixth formers , assembly immediantly ! " . Well this is obviously got to do with School president , I walk eagerly to the assembly room only to bump into the one and only Cook.
" EMILY ! Where's your girlfriend these days ? " I reply with a dirty look and enter the assembly to find Pandora and Effy talking. I scan the room for Naomi , but she's not there , again.
The assembly begins while I begin to worry. I get a tap on my shoulder and turn around to find my twin sister.
" What the fuck is up with you , why are you biting your nails like that , you look like a fucking pig Ems. God sake. " I ignore her and turn around to find only Naomi Campbell directly infront of me. I tap her on the shoulder and she turns around. I was atleast expecting some sort of smile , anything. Her face has no emotion even when she begins to talk.
" What do you want Emily ? "
" Well , Hi would be nice. Um I wanted to see if you were going to run for President?
" I might . " With that she gets up without even letting me finish. What the fuck is up with her!
As college finally ends I leave as fast as I can , by this I mean before Katie can see me. I need to go Naomi's it's the only way.
I walk up to her bright yellow house , a smile spreads across my face as I remember Secondary School. How I was so excited to come here.
A weird guy lets me in , but I don't really care, Im here and thats all that matters.
Impatiently I wait , ten minutes, thirty , fourty. I hear footsteps and voices , it looks like she's talking to Kieron, hopefully he's persuading her to run for president. My palms start to sweat as she walks up the stairs. The door knob turns and she enters. Naomi is shocked , suprised and mostly I would say confused.
" Shit ! You scared the fucking life out of me.... Hang on, firstly what are you doing here and how the hell did you get into my room? " Naomi says at once , well it seems like it.
" Um this wierd guy let me in , looks a bit like Jesus." I say quietly.
" So... what do you want , again ? "
" You need to run for president Naomi , look I brought the form , I can help fill it out. "
" I don't need your help Emily. "
Helplessly I stand up and walk out of the room. Wait a second , no , people treat me like crap all of the time. I won't stand for it , Im going to walk back in there.
" Naomi , just so you know , my first thought when I see you is not I want to fuck that girl. We've kissed , twice and admit it was nice , but you know It's also nice just being with you when your not being a prick that is! "
She was speechless , she stared at me like a helpless child. After what seems like forever , she finally begins to talk .
" Ok Emily , stay . " I see what looks like a smile spread across her face.
The night consists of Vodka and talking , it's fun , and before I know it I'm wasted in Naomi's bed . Ok so , don't get excited nothing happened. I almost sense something will as we stare into each others eyes before I fall asleep.
As morning approaches , I feel her touch my hair, she believes that I am asleep, but we'll keep that one quiet.
She seems to regret it again as I hear her mutter , " What are you doing ? "
A single tear fell down slowly against my cheek , she was hurting me again . After all this hope , she made me feel small again.....