is it worth it
to say i love you
well
is it
i don't know
is it
i can't begin to tell you
how i feel
i know it's silly
but seems so real
i can't grasp reality
can you
tell me whats fact from fiction
can you
well
hold onto that breath
for one more moment
will you
i want you to
will you
finally i mean it
do you
i do
do you???

hi...it's me again...i have figured out something that most people do after much deliberation. but i stumbled across my thesis one day sitting on a park bench right outside of town eating chocolate on a nice springs day....not really...i sit in my room in total silence (which as driven my to insanity)and figure through the mazes which we call ( Read more... )

hi. me again and i can't even stop ranting over pain and misery, and how i am deprived of love but i'm not....i don't think so at least. well here again you read these things and find me to be...tell me i don't mind....unless it's bad...then just fuck off...i'm sorry just cranky. have you ever had a dream that was so surreal...you almost believe ( Read more... )

i just broke up with my bf and i don't want to date for a while. but i d like a few people. they are not in the least bit interested in me though. my parents and i both think that am bi-polar 2. i kinda agree but i don't think i'm crazy. i feel as if i have had my heart ripped out through my ass.if you have never loved and lost, you cannot even ( Read more... )