I am officially trapped...I feel like a complete moron. 2006 is starting out with too much stress already. I haven't cried in awhile and I feel like crying right now ( Read more... )

I woke up at 7:55 to my brother saying "lets go, lets go" and then I realized I had fallen asleep from the night b4 and didn't wrap anything. Oh well, the bags they came in are fine. I wasn't expecting much for Christmas. I have been working my ass off this Christmas break so I have been getting paid pretty decent the last week and a half ( Read more... )

i'm so exhausted, I work all day with a 30 min. break.

i feel myself slippin into a lil state of depression and dont want it to be like that.

I went shopping today- weeee!! It felt so good to go a lil crazy and spend money on whatever. Until I got an email from Collections about my late car payment...fuck. But anyway, I bought for my mom, Jake, and of course me. I still have to buy for 2 or 3 more friends and I will be done. I bought a small silly present for Dany, but it's staying ( Read more... )

So I met his brother last night, Ronnie...Ronny, however u spells it. He is ok, he isn't hott like Dany and I doubt I would pick him out from across the room and be like "oh shit, look at that guy" like I would Dany. And his laugh is hidious, but he is a nice guy ( Read more... )

I don't understand depressed people...like, the serious clinically depressed ones. How is life SO bad that you have to consider killing yourself? You know thats selfish but you still think your life is not worth living. Not to be mean, but seriously...if you have been suicidal for this long, why are you still alive? It's the attention your craving ( Read more... )

I finally changed my background...I like this one. I also changed my MS, and it looks superb now ( Read more... )

Today was marvelous. I slept in, woke up to the smell of food, watched tv, slept more, woke up and ate, slept some more, woke up and had dessert, slept, and finally here I am. C'mon...we so never get to do that, and Thanksgiving is the one day we can. It's kinda sad though, I don't think I talked to any of my family, grandma, dad, aunts, uncles, ( Read more... )

I believe I had just started this journal a year from now...and I'm sure reading it is silly and only talks about 'Anthony, blah blah, waa waa waa'. So this holiday I am in Orlando with my mom and my brother, my stepdad went to Jax, so it's pretty relaxing. My mom is going to cook all this yummy food. She hardly cooks, but shes so god at it I ( Read more... )

Thanksgiving break is officially here and it feels sooooo good. I just took another brain squeeeezing Anatomy test, and I feel alright about it ( Read more... )