"The partridge loves peas, but not those that go with her into the pot."
Henry David Thoreau

wew. my body and mind are so out of whack i can't tell up from down. what i would like to do is to go to sleep and not wake up until spring ( Read more... )

oh my gosh
i get my own scrubs and everything!

today i got a job at a veterinary hospital.
i'll get to clean stuff and walk dogs and it'll be fun.

books, animals...just as long as i don't have to work with humans.

i'm writing my why i want to go reed essay and i think i'm re-convincing myself that i really want to go there.

gah and i won't hear back from any of the colleges i actually care about until march or april or some other painfully far away time!

things i want to do over christmas break ( Read more... )

i'm beginning to feel more and more liberated from all the shit that has been oppressing and depressing me the past few months ( Read more... )

dear mrs stewart ( Read more... )

i'm going to college, baby!
i got my acceptance letter to willamette today. it's not a top choice but it's exciting nonetheless. and i got a 10,000 dollar a year merit scholarship. :)!
that's some weight off my shoulders.

I.
If I walk too slowly or too quickly I will see him
And a new her, not me
I’ll pace it perfect, timed so I won’t see him
Seeing me
Seeing them
II.
If I walk too slowly or too quickly I won’t see her
And she’ll never notice me
I’ll pace it perfect; eyes will tell that I see her
Seeing me
Seeing us