Always Look On The Bright Side Of Life.

Sep 14, 2004 22:00

Mom went to the doctor today, so we have news ( Read more... )

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liminalia September 14 2004, 20:29:01 UTC
Oh jeez, Naamah, I am so sorry.

My good friend maevefemme lost her mom about a year ago to cancer. Would it be ok if I sent her this way? Just thought it might be useful for you to talk to someone else who's been there.

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naamah_darling September 14 2004, 20:39:32 UTC
Oh, heck. If she's amenable, go ahead. I need all the friends I can get!

There needs to be a "rueful laugh" smiley.

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xanath September 14 2004, 20:51:56 UTC
Naamah, I'm so sorry. ::hugs:: I lost my dad to lung cancer in '88. If you want to talk, go ahead and email me, or IM me if you have Yahoo Messenger. I'm KDotto there.

--Kris

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maeverin September 15 2004, 08:47:57 UTC
Hi Naamah, bifemme and I just got done talking and I'd love to be a support for you. Another LJ friend of mine, paper_goldfish, was a tremendous help for me b/c she had just lost her mom to brain cancer when my mom was dying from her cancer ( ... )

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kittyblue September 14 2004, 21:22:12 UTC
Aw, jeeze, hun. *many, many, many hugs* If you ever need a place to vent, I'm a good sympathetic ear for this sort of thing. *more snugs* (And cookies!)

And if you ever end up in Southern California, for whatever reason, I just blew 60 bucks at Target on clearance-rack candles, so I have a very funky, Zen balcony for my dorm now. :) Very relaxing.

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naamah_darling September 15 2004, 16:49:22 UTC
Thanks.

::hugs::

I so need to buy a buttload of candles. They're so girly, but I love them.

And I will be in LA sometime in the next couple of years. I am BOUND AND DETERMINED to win a writing contest, and the workshop/awards ceremony will bring me there for a week.

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kittyblue September 15 2004, 17:43:50 UTC
yay! Come play and share your writing! We can have junk food and chick flicks and read-alouds and candles! Yesh! (I'll even snag the nail polish to complete the girly-ness!)

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chaoticset September 14 2004, 21:38:52 UTC
I'd post a long, ranty post about how sad and scared I am, and all the frustration about things she won't get to see me do, but I'm tired right now, and there'll be time for all that tomorrow.

I wish I could tell you that it was unnecessary, that I know how this feels, but I don't. I got lucky. My father's second round of chemo seems to be the last one he'll need, and he came through essentially intact.

I'm sorry that this is happening to you.

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naamah_darling September 15 2004, 16:50:51 UTC
That's great that your dad's okay, though! My grandfather had prostate cancer but he kicked its sorry ass -- seriously. Ten years and not a peep. It's really, really good to see people win.

I'm not bitter, really, but you're right. It does suck.

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ex_subverse169 September 14 2004, 21:58:43 UTC
oh hunny...I am so sorry...I am with you in spirit...if there is anything I can do...please, let me know...

big tight hugs...you have my best wishes, good thoughts and lots and lots of positive energy...

hugs...big tight ones...

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naamah_darling September 15 2004, 16:51:24 UTC
::hugs::

You help just by being you. :)

I'm feeling a lot better today.

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caprinus September 14 2004, 22:03:54 UTC
Ah that's just no good, sweet. And I am not one who believes the crap about everything happening for a reason -- it just happened. I am sorry it had to happen to your mother. :(

This too shall pass. Don't let your pain drive you to the brink of anything foolish. Stay yourself, stay strong for her, make her laugh while she still can.

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naamah_darling September 15 2004, 16:53:39 UTC
>>I am not one who believes the crap about everything happening for a reason -- it just happened.

AHA!!! Finally, someone who says it. Yes, that is exactly how I feel. Things have the reasons we give them, the reasons we make. But life doesn't hand us reason on a silver platter. Certainly not in matters of life or death.

I'll always be me . . . irreverent, obnoxious, loudmouthed, strange, and tough even though I complain. Ironically, I get it all from her.

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