Emptying.

Oct 02, 2006 10:43

In about twenty minutes I'm going to meet my sister at my grandparents' house. The empty house. We're going through and divide up all the paintings done by my mother and my grandmother. We're going to take the photographs, the childhood artwork, all of that. I'll be photographing and measuring furniture, in case I want it. And it's going to be ( Read more... )

philosophical, depressing, grandparents, grief

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charlotteu October 2 2006, 15:50:33 UTC
But a part of me is frustrated by the fact that strength not a sure thing. I'm not as strong as everyone makes me out to be - nobody is. Others' confidence in me is no guarantee that I will succeed, or that things will come out okay.

Nobody is, but strength is fluid; it comes when you need it most and often brings grace with it.

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naamah_darling October 2 2006, 19:42:43 UTC
That's so true. It is fluid, and if we're not deliberately blocking it one way or the other, it flows into us when we need it, and out of us when we are needed. It's like water in the desert . . . it's not always there in large amounts, but you can live on what you can find. And it amazes me what people can accomplish with very little strength at all. We generally do okay, we human beings, with what little understanding and grace is given to us.

(That emu icon always makes Sargon laugh.)

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lady_fox October 2 2006, 15:50:48 UTC
naamah_darling October 2 2006, 19:39:24 UTC
Back atcha -- puppy style!

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lady_fox October 2 2006, 19:42:24 UTC
Aw! Cute.

I feel for you.

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theryk October 2 2006, 15:54:12 UTC
be well.
this kind of thing is never easy,
but it does get better.
again,
be well

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gaaneden October 2 2006, 15:59:22 UTC
Strength of character is what you do when things suck. The thing I see with you is your unwillingness to just give up or lay down and die. I admire the hell out of you for that. It's not going to be easy. It never is. So, we're here to give you the support that we can in our own way.

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naamah_darling October 2 2006, 19:38:54 UTC
See? Stubbornness is a virtue after all!

Thank you.

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gaaneden October 2 2006, 22:40:06 UTC
I hope you are doing well.

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_guitarzan_ October 2 2006, 15:59:34 UTC
Anata wa ai sarete iru.

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