i never use this shit ( Read more... )

"You open your big brown eyes and I just seem to fall into shit."

I am a sucker for brown eyes.

is going by so fast I can barely remember everything that's happened thus far.

It's been a good one.

I can't wait for next year. Cross your fingers and let's hope I don't fuck up.

Try blocking your IP address next time.

;)

Or maybe come to Maryland and call me a slut to my face? 'Cause right about now, that sounds reaaal nice.

I miss my baby.

But I love my friends.

Updates:
Josh is doing well.
I'm assistant director for 'Dreamgirls'
My tummy hurts.

Oh, and...I do believe Khadija Gates may be the best thing to have happened to the black race since Bob Marley. Yeah.

Every day's events are the reason that the next day's events occur in the first place.

Always make it count, always

There is no future,
there is no past.
Thank god this moments not the last.
There's only us,
there's only this.
Forget regret,
or life is yours to miss.
No other road,
no other way.
No day but today.

So me and Josh are good. Going back out and stuff =) But now I'm worried about other things and he's leaving soon. Ugh. And school starts soon and I hate it sooo bad, FUCK SCHOOL IM SO SICK OF THIS BULLSHIT, UGH ( Read more... )

Cant even begin to describe how lonely I feel ( Read more... )

Things are looking up. The production is going well. Friends are amazing. Life is amazing. Love is amazing, even if it hurts sometimes.

Nothing can really describe how I feel now. Not amazing, not okay, not bad, not content...anxious? excited? hopefully? worried?

"I won't let them take you,
hell no, no."