The first one's an oldy but a goody. The rest are pretty recent, I think.


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Went to Six Flags with Holly and Becca yesterday. It was alright. I felt like a kid again, slightly. At the same time I felt extremely old, cut off from the past, cut off from whatever once was. I wasn't even that happy then, but I suppose thinking about my past makes me sad because of all the lost opportunity. So much blown. I'm still blowing ( Read more... )

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so it's been a weird week but i'll to do my best and summarize the fine points:

past weekend:

Friday--Very depressed that day. The depression was intensified by the fact that I was rejected from a planned trip with my supposed very good friends. Since then I've been told it was for the best and my friends love me--blah blah blah ( Read more... )

went running at 4:30am. saw poppy at 5am. he drove by. he's a fucker. had meeting with principle of taconic high at 8:30. negotiation went fine. survey must be finalized and approved by the superintendent. focus groups will begin next fall ( Read more... )

1 glass of coke & rum.
40mg lexapro
50mg zoloft
i'm in fucking SSRI heaven
45mg klonopin. & now i am perfect.

I'm a chemical mixture...

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i am ugly.
i am fat.

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i;ve just taken a seonc amount. i am up to 65mg. everything is btter than before now ( Read more... )