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i need so much love
equally amazed by people's capacities to be kind and unkind. utterly astounded, every time. -
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count yr blessings / daily i dare you
In the dream, we are trapped and know it. We all live in houses together and have only the things we had on us the day when we became trapped. I realize it's probably a dream in--in this world, though one can see skies, trees, we are aware that the further we walk, the closer we are getting to an edge, or to our captors. There is a domed quality of ( Read more... ) -
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how do you (a well-meaning but sleepy and largely inept white lady) explain lynching to an eight-year-old black boy who grew up in bed-stuy? what do you say when he suggests black folks should have just started killing white folks in the sixties? when you can't think of a good answer? anyone who lives in this world should be terrified for the ( Read more... ) -
sugar in my bowl
-i don't do much i want to write about anymore ( Read more... ) -
NEXT STEPS
-arrange my schedule such that i don't have class before 12:30
-get my on-campus employment shit straightened out
-new tutors orientation 1/22 (that is so soon)
-quit hilton club
-be able to pay rent and buy books?
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oh new york, you never cease to disappoint. less than 12 damn hours back and as bitter as ever ( Read more... ) -
for once in your life, you've got nothing to say
FINALS IS A REALLY FUCKING STUPID TIME TO BE WRACKED WITH DEPRESSION. -
things are tough all over
my job cut 8 hours from my weekly shifts, so that i am now not quite making enough to live on. this happened, naturally, after i booked a 10-day trip home, lost my second metrocard this month, and took louise to a fancy dinner. ALSO: finals are happening.
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i'm not dead, who are you
We run from cops and kiss in alleys. Some nights feel like last year. I read essays about the nature of the state, get bored, look at anarchist news instead. Last year was a joke I'm finally in on. I'm too scared to break anything that's not my own. We get high and watch TV and hold each other. We fall asleep. I sleep in, skip lecture, am late to ( Read more... )