I'm done.

So, I am definitely having a repeat of last year, but this time, I don't have to see it in person. There's a new guy but I'm not sure how exactly I feel about him yet. He's really nice and the parents seem to like him but me, I don't know. My emotions have come to a complete hault. I feel like I have no emotions.. At all. Sex drive: gone. ( Read more... )

It ended. The 18th, it ended. And my life is becoming a repeat of last year, just a week later. He told me he wanted to be single for a while longer and set our relationship aside for right now. We're still good friends. I just hope I don't screw THIS one up. But the repeat side of it: He promised there was no one else... but now he's ( Read more... )

He's gone out of my head... finally. Has been for almost a month. I think I've moved on. I HOPE I've moved on. I have someone who makes me happier than ever before and I'm glad I've found him. I hear his voice and smile widely. I have his hugs and receive his kisses and just melt. Our conversations roll on for hours, even after a month. ( Read more... )

Seriously, get the FUCK out of my head! I'm about to crack and it's all your fucking fault. All the memories I have with you, I want them gone. I can't stop thinking about you. I don't know why the fuck that is but I hate it. It makes me miserable and upset that I no longer have you. And the worst part is that I can't hate you or be mad at ( Read more... )

So here's the thing. I need to ramble and I'm going to do so here ( Read more... )

So, I didn't sleep at all last night because I was up doing my Chemistry portfolio. My stupid ass waited too long to do it. I thought I'd be fine but NOOO. Now I'm sick and I haven't eaten all day. I probablt won't at all today... But I am going to yoga tonite. I am in DYER need of some stress relief... I took about a 45 minute nap earlier ( Read more... )

I feel like writing and not doing my chem portfolio, which I real should do... But oh well ( Read more... )

At ISU now... It's not bad... my roommate is nice and i have a few friends from home down here... But when we get back from Labor Day, we decided that we're gunna go out more and meet more people ( Read more... )

WELL.... That last entry... i don't remember wiritng... i've been noticing that a lot lately... i don't remember anything from the past... like... i don't remember anything before freshman year, i don't remember my almost 2 year relationship... it's really weird to me ( Read more... )