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[mysticmermaid]

Why do I only update when I feel like I'm going crazy? And its all because of him! Stay out of my life, get out of my head! How do I erase an entire year from my memory so that I can finally be happy again? I'm scared that I'm never going to be happy again in a relationship again because of them. They've deteriorated all the self confidence I once

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[thevmpiredante]

I guess im a bit late when responding to this,but i figured i should.It hurts that your trying to erase me. normally it wouldnt,but its you. I love you. Iv said it so many times before. But it never stuck. I regret that the most. I go on everyday though knowing that your only cutting me off because you love ME. Not anyone else, me. it hurts that you wont even call me. I got that job and i start friday morning. I told you id get my shit straight. But i hate that my life is turning around. Because its all worthless without you to go with it. I hate my life more than ever. I hated it alot before you, but i hate it the most without you. I dont know if youll read this, or respond, but I wish you would. if we cant talk face to face or on the phone, at least email me. I ask nothing else, just talk to me. Im pretty sure you still love me. so if you dont, then tell me here. but dont lie to me or yourself. If you love me, at least be near me. not exactally with me, just near me. it would be nice to have my friend back, the one i can rant and