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[myroboticheart]

I don't feel alive today. I'm so tired, and frustrated with this "family" situation. I really don't feel like anyone gives a shit that I'm having another kid accept me. My parents are leaving a month before he's born, Anton's parents talk shit about us having a kid out of wedlock, and I'm half a state away from the one friend that I feel cares

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[reisenderin]

oh, Steph I wish I could help you with this. I know how you feel about not being engaged yet. I truly thought that we'd be there by now and aren't even close. I have to remind myself that it shouldn't really matter if we are married or not because I love him and I know we are going to be together either way. It's hard though.

I will always and forever be here for you Steph, even especially in the times where I felt you didn't want me to be. I'm always just a phone call away. We have one of those friendships where I think that we will always be close even if we are far apart or going through shit. I love you and I know what you are capable of. With or without Anton you are a beautiful person and wonderful mother. You need to be confident about that because you are surrounded by naysayers. It doesn't matter if they disappeared tomorrow because you would still be a mommy and will always have to do your best.

Let me know about your baby shower, if it gets canceled I still want to do something together.

::hugs, hugs, hugs::