well...i called justen today...why you ask...i have no idea...i guess maybe i just miss him...i dont know...im not ready to give up all the memories we had together...like goin swimmin in henry's pool or goin to the lakefront....or gettin mad at something and then goin to his house and gettin even more mad....i miss all of that...i miss him callin ( Read more... )

14 days...and counting....

14 days until absolute drunkenness....i cant wait!!! seriously....im so freakin excited...

15 DAYS!!

16 days!! i cant wait!!

well....Ed is doin better...so thats good i guess ( Read more... )

well...i called this mornin to check and see how Ed was doin but no one knows anythin yet...they ruled out molaria...but they still have no idea what could be wrong with him ( Read more... )

well....Ed is in the hospital...jenn called me a lil while ago n told me...he got something from Africa...fuckin Africa...

I wonder why it always has to hurt
For every lesson that you have to learn
I won't forget what you did to me
How you showed me things
I wish I'd never seen

But I was stupid
And you broke me down
I'll never be the same again

So thank you
For lying to me
So thank you
For all the times you let me down
So thank you
For lying to me
So thank you....

Hope life's been good to you ( Read more... )

well...thats it...i officially have no chance of ever gettin back with justen...he has a new gf now and has moved on...im happy for him but sad because now i know its really over...i was talkin to him a lil while ago and everythin was so good....we were talkin n jokin n just gettin along great...i should have known that is why he hasnt called me... ( Read more... )