So here I am sitting in Japan wondering to myself what to do? Nothing thats what I'll do I say to myself, I'll just sit here and wait for this shit hole of a deployment to end. So mopeing around th BRKS and wishing i could be with my wife holding her, telling her everything will be fine with her and the baby. yes thats right my wife is pregnant and ( Read more... )

It all started on a special day for me my 21 birthday. My troubles began later than that though, about the november time frame. Like I basicly said my drinking began and started to get worse in the november time frame which started to hurt my relationship between myselfand my ex Tiffany the woman i planed to marry. Although I hid my drinking from ( Read more... )

well i almost for got about you my pressious journal. For the bad news firstmy mom and dad are getting divorced. I it sucks but what makes it worse is my little brother tried to commit suicide ( Read more... )

is it ok for me to want something that i cant have. to obsess over something that i dont deserve.

the boat is hard for me im not able to check my e mail or write in my journal. so here goes ( Read more... )

It's been a long time sense I've written on here just been so bussy lately. I started smokeing again and can't say im enjoying it, though i want to quit but dont have the strengh to do it by myself. I am up to two tatoos and my nipples pierced. Been very homesick the past few days and would like to say hi to a couple of friends that are back in FL ( Read more... )

one of the worst things any body could ever hea is that their baby has died and mine has

this was fun

Totally Depraved
You are 18% pure


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i got laid.

It is nice to be speeking with angie again, i only wish some one elese would call me more often than what she does ( Read more... )