Thinking thin... sigh.... time to work out and stop blogging... miss you guys!

My wedding is in the begining of October. I have to reach my goal weight by at the very very very latest September.

Weight Lifting
Crunches

I still have to eat dinner in front of everyone... We'll see how that goes. 
 wish me luck!

I just walk into the kitchen now and I freak out... but... okay so I believe I have had about 450 calories today and that's all.... thaks god. I hope  I threw up all those tots... what a mistake. Okay.. how is everyoe doing? I will just de if I get home at chrostmas and nobody says anything... time to work out...

Mykabebe

Have had 500 calories today...  I need advice. I am thinking of ordering phentaramine. Does anyone know about these weight loss pills? Do they work? I am losing  but I want to lose faster and i need help. Please let me know!

  you know when you've been going for days and then BOOM somehing happens and suddenly everything seems so bleak... I feel awful I just can't stop crying... I tink I will take a bunch of pills and pray for sleep.

 I have lost ten lbs since starting this up again and that's just the start! Since I'm getting better and better at it every day. I am so excited. I have eaten 30 calories today and now plan on exercising... maybe some cardio and something for my awful thighs... How is everyone doing?

Mykabebe

I have lost ten lbs since starting this up again and that's just the start! Since I'm getting better and better at it every day. I am so excited. I have eaten 30 calories today and now plan on exercising... maybe some cardio and something for my awful thighs... How is everyone doing?

Mykabebe

Okay so my fiance who totally knows what I am doing has decided to start a competition with me to see who can eat the least calories! It's possibly the best motivator ever because we live together so it's like a constant reminder. Antone else have a similar story? I would love to hear about it!
Mykabebe

I feel like I have some potential inside of me that could never be seen unless I am thin enough to be noticed and appreciated... I hate that feeling like "Look at me! I am doing well!" but it's like I can't be heard unless I am skinny.... I have to be skinny.... I am trapped in my own body... a prisoner...  I hate my body for betraying me... I will ( Read more... )

So today I have had a bowl of vegitarian chilli and half a cup of too-sweet coffee. I think that's it for me tonight! I lost another half a lb almost to 10 lbs... I work out every day and eat as litle as I can get away with.. but I wish there was more I could do. maybe I will go purge that chilli... well, that's food for thought (forgive my ( Read more... )