Time for explanation..

[myfirstlovegone]

I haven't wrote in here in a long time and this is the reason why.

I do not have a baby, I do not have a picture on here. I know that I lied and some of the best friends I made on here now hate me because I had been lying about such dumb things. I let down Melanie and that's one of the last people I wanted to let down on here.. I didn't take you

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[livelifeloudly]

i am so confused.

[livelifeloudly]

nevermind, i guess, since you've apparently taken me off of your friends list. wtf.

its been nice not knowing you.

[myfirstlovegone]

I took everyone off because I didn't know who wanted to stay.

I just owed everyone an apology.

I'm sorry!

[lalas_it]

what the fuck?

also i have a question. did you make a myspace with my name and picture but you're zipcode/city?

[myfirstlovegone]

i know.

and no i really didn't do that. i never took your pictures, i was using someone elses pictures I was not using yours.

i'm sorry ashley.

[myfirstlovegone]

Well I knew that I could honestly tell you and you wouldn't get mad but I just don't know.

I might make another journal with the real me but Reece bought me a paid account for this one and it expires in a year so if I can get a rename token that would be fantastic.

There are certain people that have this sn that are just fucking getting on my nerves.. i'm sure you know who too.

To be honest, everything in my life has been a lot easier since I stopped writing in here about my "life" and just going day to day with reality. My life isn't shitty and the post I had in amipregnant was in fact true, I was pregnant but I had a miscarriage. My pregnancy journal was newmommy_dec05 I am truly sorry that I lied to you because you've been my lj friend since day 1.

I will get on buying a rename token and see about updating about the real me.

[myfirstlovegone]

I don't know why you took me off your friends list, I felt like I was owed an explanation as to why and I think I just now saw what it was.. because of the drama with Christine

[myfirstlovegone]

I understand that Christine does have a right to talk to him but Reece just told me that he'll be friends with her as long as she realizes that he wants to be friends only. I know I wouldn't have a problem with that at all because I know he wants to be friends with her only and I want her to know that she has limits. I agree with what you said but she still tells him she loves him and calls him baby.. I mean thats stepping on my toes and she needs to quit that because he doesn't want that.. I mean it's not like this just happened, this has been how it's been for almost 3 months.

Reece is very stressed out right now about his dad and thats what he and I are trying to focus on.. family business. I know that he and I haven't been dating that long but Reece's dad has always been so sweet to me and I know he has been very supportive of Reece and I and i'm sad that he's sick. So when all this stress comes up for no reason we just wanna be left alone because I know that Reece gets mad.