Time for explanation..

[myfirstlovegone]

I haven't wrote in here in a long time and this is the reason why.

I do not have a baby, I do not have a picture on here. I know that I lied and some of the best friends I made on here now hate me because I had been lying about such dumb things. I let down Melanie and that's one of the last people I wanted to let down on here.. I didn't take you

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[myfirstlovegone]

I don't know why you took me off your friends list, I felt like I was owed an explanation as to why and I think I just now saw what it was.. because of the drama with Christine.

You may not see it but it's not just Reece and I causing the drama. I mean he and I have been great after I told him the truth, honestly we have.. and then Christine starts writing in her journal about how I don't deserve him and stuff like that and it really hurts my feelings.. so bad. I know that my lying to him was very wrong and I don't deserve him and I tell him that all the time but for some reason he still thinks that he and I have a long future together ahead of us and when Christine starts text messaging, calling, and writing in her journal about him it just stresses us both out because we had assumed that she had just moved on.

Like I said to Melanie I will be doing something with my journal and you and her will be on there because I know that you and I had some really deep discussions about boy problems and just everyday things and I felt like I could talk to you about everything as well. I'm sorry about the drama but it's not just because of Reece and I.

Things are going really good with he and I and it seems like internet drama is the least of our worries. We've spent some time together and he's not that far away right now so everything should be looking up.. we just don't deserve any added stress to our relationship.

I'm sorry I lied to you and I hope you accept my apology and I hope you're willing to learn to know the real me ♥

[myfirstlovegone]

I understand that Christine does have a right to talk to him but Reece just told me that he'll be friends with her as long as she realizes that he wants to be friends only. I know I wouldn't have a problem with that at all because I know he wants to be friends with her only and I want her to know that she has limits. I agree with what you said but she still tells him she loves him and calls him baby.. I mean thats stepping on my toes and she needs to quit that because he doesn't want that.. I mean it's not like this just happened, this has been how it's been for almost 3 months.

Reece is very stressed out right now about his dad and thats what he and I are trying to focus on.. family business. I know that he and I haven't been dating that long but Reece's dad has always been so sweet to me and I know he has been very supportive of Reece and I and i'm sad that he's sick. So when all this stress comes up for no reason we just wanna be left alone because I know that Reece gets mad.

[myfirstlovegone]

I totally understand and i'm not a rude person unless someone is rude to me. I became friends with his other ex gf's and i'll do it again with you. I'm not out to rub stuff in your face Christine, this wasn't my choice.. it was Reece's, sometimes I ask him if he's sure he doesn't wanna be with you.. I know how hard it can be.

I understand how you question Reece's dad of being supportive when he hasn't been in the past but after Reece got back from rehab his dad was a totally different person, Reece's mom left and it was like everything changed for them. Reece's dad was always supportive of our relationship when Reece's mom used to be but she wasn't after she found out. I just want to have good things to think about when I think about his dad and I do.