So Its been a very long time. DO people actually sitll do this thing or even read them. Well I can say that steve and I broke up. He is gone. and that is such a wounderful thing let me tell you. so much stress is gone. Devin is a munchkin. He is now 16 months old and he is a brat. He can walk, run, jump, and wear me out. but anywho i think that im ( Read more... )

I would like to say that life it alittle crazy. Devin is getting into everything. He jsut turned a year old. He is so cute. I wish I new how to put pictures on here but I am not that smart. THings are going ok with steve and I. We did set a date. IT will be oct 22 07. am i really ready to get married though, i still feel like a kid. it weird cause ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel like you have just not accompished anything with your life. My life has started to fast and I know that it is my fault. But I wish I was doing homework with all my friends in MIchigan. I wish I had a good career. I wish that I felt like I was going some where with my life. Devin means the world to me and I am so happy that I have ( Read more... )

so my birthday was offically the worst ever i think. it al around just was bad and i guess from here on out it is just going to get worse and I dont like that but i guess that is something that I am going to have to deal with since I am an adult now. and i really dont like being an adult. I wish I was a kid again. why did i ever want to grow up lol

im getting married and my ring is so pretty

i dont know what i think but im thinking i need to quit thinking

So some times things dont always go as we want. i would say things are a whrilwind. He needs a job bad before I go crazy. Like real crazy. he has played a stupied game all day with my brother. THat drives me nuts no we cant spend any of my day off together he spends it all with my brother. well im going to take a nap. cause I am tired

Somedays things are so good and others they absoultly suck. We say things the wrong way before we think and I know many of times that I am the one who does that. and today i just dont know. things were said and done ( Read more... )

so somethings are not as easy as you think they are going to be and well im so ready to just give up. i mean whats the point when you argue every day. i wounder if it is really going to work. im just plain tired and could really care less anymore. i just want to go away today.

Though I had so many places to go to. The day was hard. Im not looking forward to Christmas either because I know that I have even more palces to go to than I did for christmas. Who knows what is going to happen in my life. Sometimes I think that things are going ok and then other times I dont. I really wounder what is going to happen with steve ( Read more... )