well, I have found someone that makes me feel happy. I can't help but smile around her. It's great, it's been a long time since I've felt that. Her name is Amanda. She has the cutest laugh, and the prettiest eyes. Today I had to take her to the hospital though, Her sister has diabetes. They just found out today, so I met her mom and her sister and ( Read more... )

I dont know what is happening, but I jsut broke up with Lauren. It just seems that she didn't care anymore. No matter what I did to try and fix things she didn't want to. I don't want to, but she left me no choice. I'm so sick of getting into fights and then not resolving them. She said that no matter what it just builds up and things get brought ( Read more... )

Thats it....hehe, jk. So more and more I am falling in love with lauren. I didn't get to see her this weekend, and it's so hard for me. I have been on the verge of crying the whole weekend. If only I could be with her always. I know she feels the same. I know that she can't marry me right now, but I WISH!!! I love her so much! I don't know what ( Read more... )

God, I am so happy. I am more in love now than I have ever been. This weekend was great. Thank you lauren! I know you forgot your stuff here, but it will be ok, I love you. I hope you had as wonderful of a weekend as I did! I will marry you one day....but I have to wait til your 18 thats the rule....stupid rule....Anyway, Post back....I love you I ( Read more... )

I am so in love, I never thought I could feel this way. It just gets better and better. The best thing is, she feels the same way! The way she looks at me, the way that she smiles. It's making me smile right now. I can feel it in the way she holds me and kisses me. She is the "one", I know it now. I don't have a doubt. I know it sucks when we can't ( Read more... )

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural
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Oh man, I have been listening to them almost non stop for the last few days....it's crazy how they can take a song, as beautiful as they can make it and in the last five words make it scarey, or creepy. They have to be some of the best song writers of my generation. Another very overlooked writer because of his stupidity is Eminem. He is the most ( Read more... )

Dear Lauren,

What has happened over the last 3 weeks I don't know. I have tried to just get across to you how I feel, but everytime you get mad at me. For teh last 3 weeks I have been trying to get to why you only talk to me for a couple minutes at a time and you get mad at me. You are starting to talk to me less and less. On my part, I ( Read more... )

It sucks....cause I care for someone, and I ask one question to try and straighten things out, she gets mad at me. I trust her as much as possible, but I asked to be sure. Well, she gets so upset when I ask. I don't know, if she is then so be it tell me, if not...then great, but hurting all at once is better than dragging it out. Anyway, post again ( Read more... )

I hate this, I love lauren I would die for her, seriously.....but I don't have her. Instead I get to be pushed aside, I just want to love her, but I can't. I know how this is going to end. I know what is going to happen, but still I can't help the way I feel.