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Knock, Knock - Who's Still Here?
Popped in to verify some dates for a job application - is there anyone left that I know who is still posting? I really have missed it here! -
Night Creature
There's something in the shadows ( Read more... ) -
Beg for forgiveness
I dunno why that popped into my head, but there it is. I'm not thinking of anyone in particular, it's just a disconnected thought ( Read more... ) -
Onward and upward - to Narnia and the North
Sometimes I feel invisible in a swirl of electronic and internal madess, but it isn't until there's that brief moment of contact that I realize that it's still possible to feel alone. As long as there's a wall, I don't think about it being there - it's just a feature of the landscape. I don't even remember building it, and I don't make an special ( Read more... ) -
For What it's Worth
FWIW ( Read more... ) -
The false hope of sarcoma
I miss you so much ( Read more... ) -
The Accountability Factor
I’m starting to journal again, obviously. The purpose was, ostensibly, to try to make sense of my own world, in a way that would somehow remove me from the immediacy of the goddamn endless swamp that my life seems like sometimes, post Death Race to the Emergency Room 2016.
Then, the world started to lose its fucking mind.
Well, to be more specific ( Read more... ) -
So that was a thing that was good until it wasn't.
Met with Heather twice, and it was really helpful. for our next appointment she had stuff to do and so rescheduled for today. She was supposed to be here an hour ago. Not responding to texts or voicemail. The organization she works for said they were going to get me a counselor. No call on that from them, either, and no response to voicemail as ( Read more... ) -
Wherein Our Protagonist Experiences Success
So, today was the variety of interesting that is good, rather than Ye Olde Chinese Curse variety. Exhausting, but that was both due to the length of time today's tasks took and having taken Trazadone last night, which leaves me feeling fucking wiped out so completely the next day that it's pretty much not worth it as a sleep aid, since the point of ( Read more... ) -
Never say "well, it can't get any worse..."
Note: Cross-post from LJ. May try to maintain both spaces. Under consideration.
I'm going to go on record as saying 2016 was the worst year of my life ( Read more... )