I really fucking hate myself for what i did to Megan lastnight.
I cant believe I did that to her, I've always loved the fact that I have never hit a girl before and I was proud to say that I never would.
but lastnight, due to a shit load of vodka, it lead to me almost taking a hit off some dudes joint.
Megan caught me red handed ... she exploded on ( Read more... )

woow, i seriously think i just made the BIGGEST ass of myself my sending Megan the GAYEST message of my life ...
but its ok, because it was all from my heart.

and i dont even know if anyone even reads my EL JAY, but if you do ...
im in love with Megan Emerson, and dont think im only 18 years old and i dont know what the fuck im talking about, ( Read more... )

Me & Megan went to disneyland a few weeks ago.
It was pretty fucking amazingz

I road my first rollercoast at age 18
... and Megan almost died and went to the hospital

I miss mickey & my megss


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So wow, today was the best day of my life.. a day i'll never forget
I got THE BEST early christmas present of my life FROM the love of my life.
Tonight my girlfriend gave me a Fender P bass for christmas...

And now Nick is fucking passed out on my bed right next to me, im not gay ...
i think i he might be dying?

oh well.. i love you, Megan

i love megan even though i spit on her too much
and pinch her and give her bruises on her legs
i love making her chicken dinosaurs

"I AM AMAZING, BITCHES"
-megan

so, its amazingly late or early on friday @ 6:24 am. and im on a mission to stay awake for no reason...
so, that being said, i would like this el jay update to be about Megan... because she is hot.
and shes my babie's mommy? .. and she knows how to work it, work it.
The other night i was all alone with megan in her car and we talked about something ( Read more... )

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