today in english the councilor came in the discuss next years schedules with us. i was sitting there looking at my transcript and trying to figure out what i still needed when i realized that next year is my senior year. thats not that much of a big deal to me, ive been waiting for this all my life, but what the hell am i going to do with my life? ( Read more... )

I'm pissed. i couldve had ten minutes more lunch... but nooo. the school is gay. i guess some protesters were outside for the immigration law and all this stuffs. so they took our lunch away. what the hell man! i wanted to see. i wanted to finish my soda. dude. i cant work. im all riled up. rawr.

my mouse is gay. the ball doesnt work the way it should. it doesnt roll nicely. and my keyboard blinks at me far too quickly. i think my computers a tweaker. really now. it keeps spazing out. mister nem... what did you do to #3 ( Read more... )

so i was going to lunch today, and i started feeling crazy awkward and out of place like i always do. today was unbearable though. mrs beesons room is my safe haven. i love it in there. im not forced to associate with anyone or feel awkward when i dont. i just eat and try to waste my time before the bell rings. its really a lovely situation. but ( Read more... )

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I'm nervous as hell. i guess i deserve it though. i mean, all my choices so far lead up to this. I guess im just trying not to think about it. and i mean, what if it isnt such a bad thing. things could be getting a whole lot better or a whole lot worse. I'm hoping for the best.
meetings make me nervous. if i could, i just wouldnt go. i dont want to ( Read more... )

i am on myspace and livejournal at the same time.

how cool is that?

after a few moments of reflection... i dont know if i care. i can quite easily talk myself out of emotions. maybe i did. or maybe i'm just tired of talking about it. who really knows?

crys: I'm sorry boo. i left you. :(

so i got my schedule changed all crazy like. no more pe. hell yes.

well crystelle. im sorry love. i switched to fifth. go ahead and kill me. slit my wrists and watch me bleed.

fo shizzle.

Mister Scott is going down.

I'm not even kidding.

That foo better watch his back.

He's getting jumped after school.

Who's with me?

yo.