I had my first therapy session today. My father had kicked me out about 2-3 weeks ago. So I'm back in with my mother. My sister told my mother that I cut myself. My mother said that I'll be going to therapy and on anti-depressants. I don't mind the antis AT ALL. :-D So this therapy stuff, well...it's annoying to me. It's helpful, just annoying. She ( Read more... )

So much bullshit. It's rediculous. I just can't take it anymore. I just want to tell him to fuck off and to get out of my life ( Read more... )

So my father took away my internet for 4 days. And yesturday was my breaking point. I couldn't take it any long. I realize I have no more patience. All my patience went away yesturday. I can't stand ANYONE right now except for Max. He's basically the only person I really want to hang out with because he's sooo unstressful ( Read more... )

I ate lunch yesturday with him. Kinda boring. But it was nice. We talked about stuff. Acted as if everything is okay. So that was..uh...nifty ( Read more... )

So today is National Ride Your Bike Day. I didn't ride my bike. :-\ Kinda bummed about that...but I think I'll be okay. My day TOTALLY sucked. He ALWAYS hung out with her. We didn't even talk. He even ate lunch with her and tomorrow will be the first time WE will be having lunch. He's SOOO into her. He told me last week that he doesn't love me ( Read more... )

Michael came over yesturday. It was okay. I can't really say much else about it. I mean, eh, I dunno. But afterwards I really realized that when I was with Nathan, it wasn't really just fooling around. There was some emotional level to it. There was a connection. With Michael, no connection at all ( Read more... )

I'm skipping school right now. I woke up this morning and I just couldn't do it. So I called my father up and made up this whole play about how I've been on the verge of throwing up. LOL! I was kind of surprised by his response though. Because he said, "is there anything I can get you or do for you?" My mother never said that to me when I was ( Read more... )

Today I was to get my blood drawn to help an ill person. I was quite excited about it. But it ended not happening. :-\ I was soo bummed. The lady said that I was underweight for it. Psh! What does she know?! Lol. But yeah ( Read more... )

I had to leave early this morning since my father had a meeting. Like, SUPER early. So I'm at my mother's. I'm going to get my blood drawn today at 8:15 AM. I'm pretty effing stoked about it. Nathan's actually going to be there for me. :-) That makes me happy. I'm to see Mike today and hang out with him from 11-12:15 but I'm kind of not up for it ( Read more... )

So, yesturday I WAS going to go to a movie with a group of people that I don't know. Except I do know Heath. I was going to go to the movies and then go to Shari's and eat but I knew I wouldn't be able to come back home in time. *hmph* Brandon was the one who invited me to the movies last night. I talked to him today also. He said he didn't get ( Read more... )