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Went to bad finally at 3 am ( Read more... )

Tonight Max came over...about 12ish. He was drunk off of Smirnoff. I could smell it on his breath and it made me want to vomit. :-\ Lol. I've noticed he's VERY touchy feely ( Read more... )

I want to fucking explode with emotions!
I can't cry anymore.
I haven't cried for months.
Cried all by myself that is.
I want to be in a euphoric place.

My dream ( Read more... )

I'm really not happy right now and I don't like it. The music doesn't help but then again this certain email from someone to someone else doesn't help either. I'm confused and I don't like it. I feel like it's back in my school days at JCHS. :-\ And those are some horrible days, then again quite a few are wonderful...but a lot were also fake ( Read more... )

I mowed the lawn today. Partially. I think I've come to a conclusion that my life really does kick the bum bum...TO THE MAX! I look at certain unfortunate people and it makes me sad. So, I love my life. It's beautiful. And right now it's at a really high point. Maybe it's the sun. WHO KNOWS! But I love everything about it...even some of the worse ( Read more... )

If anyone really does read my journal entries. I really don't know. But it does make me think. I only use this for a venting area. But I don't really give a bum bum ( Read more... )

He ditched me today to do something else. But that's not what really fustrates me. It's the fact that he told me last minute. THAT reminds me of the boy that was before him. Which is really pathetic. He says tomorrow since I don't have school we could hang out, but I don't know if I want that because of what he did to me. I dunno. I'm a circle. My ( Read more... )

I drove today from Albany into JC. And guess what? I don't even have my permit. It was awsome. I kinda couldn't believe my mum actually let me do this. But whatev. Made my day...kinda!
A boy is coming over tomorrow. And I'm excited and happy. I have to wake up early though just to finish up chores just so he can come over. I also need to clean the ( Read more... )

So I went to a show tonight at the WOW. It was awsome. Not very many people since it's a Friday Night. :-( Some boy was to meet me there. I like him a lot. He likes me a lot. It was 100% official that he was going to come. But he didn't. So I'm a bit fustrated with that. Mainly because the boy before him always ditched me. Argh. So yeah. I dyed my ( Read more... )