Hey so here I am again ( Read more... )

These wishes may be ambitious, but I've got a lot on my mind, and here is a list of things I'd like to start or complete in 2009: (some are silly ( Read more... )

Although I haven't seen him dance since probably February of last year, he's still my favorite dancer. I miss him, and not just for the dancing. Shit, I can't get him off my mind lately. This sucks.

Well, I thought that maybe I'd get through the next two days without getting emotional, but I just texted Ryan to wish him a nice and safe trip home and to tell his family I said Merry Christmas and yeah, I started crying. Sucks ( Read more... )

I am so ready to leave this all behind. I just don't know what else I'd do. I'm stuck ( Read more... )

oh yeah and I'm gonna be getting a silly tattoo on my leg soon, for shits and giggles

Tonight I will drink my last beer in the fridge and try not to buy any unless there is some partying going on this week. I drink casually too much and I need to focus on other shit. Like ( Read more... )

I have clothes that I'm not wearing anymore that I want to get rid of, but they either once belonged to Ryan or I wore them to something special, like his graduation. I feel wrong for getting rid of them, and I feel somewhat emotionally attached to them... but they're taking up space and I will never wear them again. I guess keeping them is better ( Read more... )

I just looked at a website for lace front wigs (like Beyowulf has) and there is an option to add baby hair for $25.00. Baby hair is like, all the rage.

Wow. So, he's pretty hot/cute, and a good kisser. And he said I smell good. So hopefully I'll be seeing a little more of him.
I had a nice night.