so basically everyone i know in pinellas county is fucking retarded. seriously why do i have such fucking dumb friends. i really hate florida more than ever. i want to get as far from this fucking state and all these stupid people as i can. god damnit. people are such lying pieces of shit. i am so sick of all these assholes that pretend to be ( Read more... )

so things are so different. i don't like it this way at all. how about this:

everyone can just go back to the way it was before i left and we can pretend that 9 months has definatly not passed by.

deal? deal.

i will be home in 2 or 3 weeks or something. i was going to just suprize everyone...but i couldn't help myself. i have been gone for 8 months! by the time i am home it will be like 9! i will explain everything later. <3

I WILL FIND WHOEVER TIPPED THE COPS AND I WILL FUCKING SLIT YOUR THROAT AND WATCH YOU BLEED TO DEATH. NO FUCKING JOKE.

THE FUCKING COPS GOT ME TONIGHT AND NOW IM HOME BUT NOT FOR LONG. FUCKKKKKKK THIS PLACE.

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i am safe. don't worry.

i'm ready to be happy. last night was my first step towards that. i <3 him. tonight will be my second step. i hope all goes well.

I'M GOING TO MISS MY BABY.

p.s. john is my new baby, and he gave me a baby because he is the best, but i still miss my baby.

( OUR DEARLY DEPARTED )

I'M SORRY.

aparently i am a slut.

aparently i am a lush.

aparently i am a drug addict.

aparently i am a bitch.

aparently i am a bad friend.

aparently i am a bad influence.

aparently people think they know me better than they do.